Helen.,

To the woman that broke my heart

I am your lover and loving you was my ultimate, and all those fancy fairy tales found in Filipinos pocketbooks, with all the ups and downs, those cheesy words that can make one’s heart giggle and drama worth more than a drop of tear.

You are my Helen, as i am Paris. The ancient lore tells of Troy’s fall, hero’s feats, adventures, and love, it was a masterpiece. It would be me, it would be you, we could have been the character of this story, we could have chosen love over fame and power, defy the different deities and rewrite the Iliad itself. what would’ve happen if i had chosen power over love, fame over passion, but i am no historian yet i have an entire lifetime to ponder, if those path i walked with you was in vain.

Helen,

Yes I’ve been wrong, wronged and broken, you who i loved so much how could you have forsaken me.Whilst i choose to be blind and whisk away facts that would put doubt on you. You asked for trust, cried in my arms for understanding, fail me.

This is my story and my truth,

And finally yes i am your lover and loving you was my sacrifice, my ultimate.

[April 30, 2007 | Morning]

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A Tribute to my Mother

Clad with chisel and hammer she kept gouging the hard marble, etching figures, names and symbols that serve as mementos for the long lost love. She tames the marble forging it like statues, so men remember upon her creations the memory of the past.

Standing at the other side of the road, I cant help but smile at the most important person in my life, Her hair like black paint, serves as the frame of her old and weary face, reflecting the hard toil and hope she kept inside. If masons labored the Parthenon and Leonardo draws the Mona Lisa, she was in simplest ways built the world. She was the source of all that is pure, unselfish and heroic, in the spirit and life of her children. If Helen once conquered Troy, plunged all the nations into war, and gave the earliest, as it is the greatest, epic which has come down through all the time, she was Homer her words brought it to its very existence. Chisel and hammer, guided by pencils and rulers she made mans noblest achievement.

She was born poor, born to a family of 14, at a very young age she already knew what needs to be done, her family was her inspiration, her motivation to need a life worth living, she did everything to lift herself out of poverty, though life is hard and friends come and go, she finally found the ultimate reason to go even further, the day she give birth to her siblings, the moment she promised to give them the life she never had. They were the moving force that made her decide, though her heart was bleeding, to leave them.

Labor made her like a man, with arms large enough to lift a ton, with a figure of hard work of her early years, for she had spent her youth creating a future for what she values most. She was proud of her dirty hands, though rough, knobbed and callused, hands that had helped so many, including me, a hand that guided me and took me on this road. Her face was a picture of love and hope, the look that could inspire, motivate, the figure you could always look upon when the road is bleak and the going is tough.

She is no longer here but far away

Life was a great challenge for her.

She was an Engraver for all I know.

She was my mother and my friend, the very person that gave me life and built her world around me. I am forever grateful that I am given such a mother. A mother that had guided me all these years, Mama I love you very much.

Benedick Barrameda Villanueva

Bachelor of Science in Nursing

Gaebriel

[September 2005 | 2nd year English Subject Term Requirement]

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Blinded

Then there was one.
for each passing day
chasing for what makes us happy
when you find that one other person
each step would seem light and happy.

those are moments
lost and blurred
as if we were not even living
to our destination.

how can we be so blind
how can we be so slow to learn

Love finds us all in some fashion or the other!

KUDOS to the original AUTHOR
though these may not be your exact words

[April 6, 2007 | Morning]

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