Another Day in My Life
I strive to be the best and try to do outdo myself, but there’s a catch a simple problem which proves to be annoyingly irresolvable, I’m kind of lazy 90% of the time. Where am I good at, mathematics perhaps, maybe not, the truth is where I shine I do not know.
A little enumeration of what interests me are (which I do, really), drawing, drafting, designing, does this seem like they’re all the same, aha, I may have a single most favorite thing to do, I do love daydreaming which aside from thinking of anything not needed at the moment eats lots of my golden time, it’s a hobby to be idly standing or is it sitting on my chair figuring out what makes things work, but I’m no philosopher mind you. Yet I assess people on why they make decisions but the result of the why doesn’t necessarily interest me. And before I go into another word salad which I am infamously known let me continue my babbling of what do really attract my attention aside from drawing, bah — — —reading, writing, playing the guitar, composing riffs which sounds more of like, say noises, and singing which would be more fun if you know, if I am not out of tune.
Who do I identify myself with… it could be Stephen Hawkins but he’s so limp he couldn’t do ADL’s properly… or hmmm, how about the electrifying Albert Einstein (judging from his available photos) yet many say’s he flunk his grammar class which I didn’t and I don’t like gossiping although mixed in every Filipinos homogenous blood, rest aside lies dormant inside me. Well counting people who are in my categories of personal idols fall pretty much like zero. Doesn’t that make me the best, I really don’t know. Hey how about Bill Gates formerly the world richest man, well I don’t try to think too much of him, it’s not good for my self-esteem.
Who are my heroes? One thing for sure heroes die. Which dying is a very painful thing, heroes are a no-no like hell no, they’re praised of their actions but praises are nothing if you cannot savor it.
And damn this word count, 500 words to make a no good essay out of nothing and still not near the minimum, I even use a style writers doesn’t dare use, and that is word repetition.
Well, to tell the truth, I’m frustrated right now and these paper helped me pass time, 2009, new year is coming. What is the best thing to do at the moment and after that…? I honestly do not know.
